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Ambedkar

Dr Suryaraju Mattimalla Dr Suryaraju Mattimalla
13 Apr 2026

In the muddy piece of a Hindu land,
Where caste was stitched into human skin,
And untouchability carried chains heavier than iron,
A child was born beneath a fractured sky
Not to inherit the Hindu world as it was,
But to question its very foundation.

He walked barefoot through corridors of scorn,
Where even water refused his touch,
Where classrooms were walls, not doors,
And learning was guarded by a cruel tradition.
Yet in his eyes burned a quiet defiance,
A refusal to accept what was given as fate.

At Christian University of Columbia's halls of learning,
far from caste and ancient scars,
He found a different sky, a new alignment of the stars.

Christian Philosopher
John Dewey's call for justice, bold, made freedom not a dream but a plan.
Shotwell traced through time how power bends the fate of every man.

Christian Philosopher
Edwin R.A. Seligman unmasked the chains that wealth can place on human worth.
Robinson revealed the past so we could remake this earth.

Among those friends and teachers, equal souls in a common quest,
He breathed, for once, unbranded air, and felt his spirit blessed.

From classrooms lit with reason's flame, he carried home a vow:
That every life must stand as free as he had stood there then and now.

In the fog and coal-smoke of old London town,
A man from a burning village of caste
walked beneath streetlamps that knew no surname,
no sacred thread, no broken well,
no stone that said: "You! Not here!"

In the lecture halls of the Christian London School of Economics,
chalk dust floated like unfallen snow
on the shoulders of a boy they called
"Mr. Ambedkar"
not "Mahar,"
not "untouchable,"
just a mind among other minds,
taking notes as if each word
were a brick for a house
his people had never been allowed to enter.

Christian Philosopher
Leonard Hobhouse spoke of liberty
not as a gift of kings
but as a claim of every human being.
In his words, Ambedkar heard
a strange, unfamiliar sound
his own worth, pronounced without a tremor.
Rights, said Hobhouse,
are not charity but justice,
not alms but architecture.
In that sentence,
a boy from Mhow felt
his spine slowly straighten.

Christian Philosopher
Halford Mackinder drew the world
in sweeping arcs of chalk
oceans, empires, frontiers of power.
He spoke of heartlands,
of the way geography shapes destiny.
Ambedkar, watching map-lines cross India
like invisible chains,
learned another lesson:
the land can be carved by rulers,
but the soul must redraw itself.
If borders could be imagined,
then so could freedom
a different India,
where the last in the village
stood first in the Constitution.

In the corridors of LSE,
Christian Philosopher
Harold Laski argued like a storm,
words of socialism,
of labour, of the poor who carried
the weight of all crowns.
Laski's voice crashed against the walls:
"No structure is sacred
that starves the many."
Ambedkar listened and thought:
Our gods have been used
to justify our chains.
But law, reason, and the vote
could become new scriptures
written in everyone's hand.

Five years in Christian Europe and America
in classrooms, libraries, quiet rooms of thought
peeling away a label burnt
into the skin of his youth.
In New York, he walked the streets
unknown, unbranded.
In London, he entered inns
where no one asked his caste,
sat in cafés where no one
withdrew their cup.
Slowly, silently,
centuries of insult
loosened their grip on his breath.

He wrote later, with a pain returned:
"My five years of staying in civilised Christian Europe and America
had completely wiped out of my mind
any consciousness that I was an untouchable..."

In the white, Western, Christian continent
that had once sent missionaries
to save his soul,
it was not baptism but equality of space
that did its quiet work.
Here, no priest barred the doorway;
no stranger spat the word "polluting."
The simple dignity of being left alone
became a revelation greater
than any sermon.

But ships do not sail forever
away from their harbours of hurt.
He disembarked in India
with degrees in his luggage
and a new idea of the human in his heart.
The memories of London's grey skies
still softened his gaze
as he stepped onto native soil.

And then

"When I came out of the station,
my mind was considerably disturbed by a question,
'Where to go? Who will take me?'

I felt deeply agitated.
Hindu hotels, called Vishis, I knew there were.
They would not take me.

The only way of seeking accommodation therein
was by impersonation.
But I was not prepared for it,
because I could well anticipate
the dire consequences which were sure to follow
if my identity was discovered
as it was sure to be."

The platform thronged with his own countrymen,
yet he stood more alone
than in any London fog.
The ticket in his pocket said
he had travelled third class;
the mark on his body said
he must not belong at all.

Europe had taught him
how it feels to be only a man.
India reminded him
how it feels to be less than dust.

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